Cult chaos.

In my mid-twenties, I had not yet achieved several important social milestones. Erikson's psychosocial theory could have been instrumental in providing insight and aiding my pursuit of a sense of belonging.

I felt as though I was in a hurried race to join a religious tradition. Due to my lack of analysis and scrutiny of what was presented, I was simply too polite and eager to please others to delay my membership. So, I joined this religious group. The first indication that I didn't belong or share the same values with this group was how people were curt and observant of me as a new member. Whenever I sought answers, being scolded by people who could have been my younger siblings effectively discouraged me from asking more questions.

Eventually, I discovered how the people in this organization truly felt about someone who had distanced themselves from them.

The angry glares from the members of this organization after I left were a nightmare I had to endure while going about my errands in the community. It's best to avoid joining any sectarian group; those who seek to promote their own interests are the most cunning, shrewd, and sly promoters of religious memberships.